Flying

Can you feel it? Oh I can. I think that's what got me a little confused at about 3:30 this morning.
I love going on the roof to watch for the morning rain of meteors and talk to my Creator but I felt I would need to bring a big, white rope if I went up this morning. One of those ropes that the people use in the circus to hang and circle and fly with one foot held by this big, soft, white, rope. If I'd of had one that I could put on my ankle and secure the other end to my white, rattan, lounge chair, I'd have gone up.
I even asked Danny at breakfast, "Have you ever seen me flying?" I should have asked Gabriel instead. He'd have understood. I was just sure that I'd spent a lot of time flying in the house but I'm just not sure about flying out in the open air yet. Yes, Gabriel is my dreamer, one of my muses, he'd have understood. Danny didn't.
But I was going to tell you what I think I it is...this wonderful feeling.
Did you know that the Universe is accelerating? We are moving faster and faster everyday. That's why the Dark Matter and Dark Energy theories are necessary...something to explain it, to make sense of the unexplainable.
It's like sitting in a roller coaster on it's way down, with the wind whipping in my hair. Only our coaster(the Indiana Jones one that's like being on a puffy balloon cloud) isn't heading down, it's heading forward, outward, everywhere! and when I can feel it, my reality gets a little blurred.

Future and present and past meld together and I feel what I will feel, I fly when I haven't yet actually flown, I remember what hasn't yet happened. I was there this morning, lying in bed, looking up at my stars from the window over my bed board. I stayed where I was, had to keep my knuckles from getting skinned on the rot iron curly circles of my bed board. But I wanted to go and fly.
Maybe someone will bring me a big, white, soft, beautiful, linen rope.

1 Thes. 4:17 Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord. 18 Wherefore comfort one another with these words.