Nes Gadol Hiya Sham

Miracle...Life

Let us in all the troubles of life remember that our one lack is life, that what we need is more life--more of the life-making presence in us making us more, and more largely, alive.

George MacDonaldUnspoken Sermons, Second Series

I do live expecting great things in the life that is ripening for me and all mine—when we shall have all the universe for our own, and be good merry helpful children in the great house of our father. Then, darling, you and I and all will have the grand liberty wherewith Christ makes free—opening his hand to send us out like white doves to range the universe.

'But at risk of seeming like I take miracles for granted

(which I don't--I've just never seen anything that wasn't one),

I'm not at all surprised.'

wild thing kaddesh

My friend, Jamie named his baby, Max.
I know a really good story about a 'Max.'
This Max doesn't let time, or difficulties or regrets hamper him in any way.
He doesn't spend any time wondering why, or how, or what if.
Max just goes for it.
I want to be like Max.

Time:
'and he sailed off through night and day
and in and out of weeks and almost over a year'

'Y'hey sh'mey rabbah m'varach l'alam u'l'almey almahyah.'
May His great Name be blessed forever and to all eternity,
through night and day and in and out of weeks and almost over a year...,

Time is ....wow, I can't finish that statement! I don't really know what Time is.
But I know this; it's something God created and He has complete control of time and He has a limitless supply of time.
Max can spend one evening in his room and travel through a day and a night and almost a year. I just want to use whatever time I have to bless His Name. And I think I can do that best by utterly trusting Him to all eternity through night and day and in and out of weeks, 'Beyond all the blessings and songs, praises and consolations that are uttered in the world.'

Difficulties:
'And when he came to the place where the wild things are they roared their terrible roars and gnashed their terrible teeth
and rolled their terrible eyes and showed their terrible claws
till Max said "BE STILL!"and tamed them with the magic trick'

Throughout the world which He has created according to His will.
When Max encounters the wild things, he doesn't bemoan their presence or try to reason why they are about...he looks them square in the face and accepts them and tames them!
When wild things come I want to stare into their eyes know that God is in control and trust Him.


Regrets:
'And Max the king of all wild things was lonely and wanted to be where someone loved him best of all.
Then all around from far away across the world he smelled good things to eat so he gave up being king of where the wild things are.'

'May He establish His kingship, give blossom to His redemption and hasten His Messiah. '
Sometimes, like Max, I end up in a place full of my own wild things.

I need to give up my rule, I don't want to be (and really can't be) king. I need Him to be king. Him, who? Him who loves me 'best of all'. I want His Messiah to establish His Kingship and blossom with His redemption in my life and heart.

I want to let the unsurrendered 'wild thing', "know it's been a part of me for the time being, and part of God's plan for now, but it's not really needed any longer, it's done, and it can go about it's business elsewhere, thank you very much."

Yup, and my supper is still hot.

Blue is the Kaddesh..
Lilac is 'Where the Wild Things Are,' by Maurice Sendek

Come in

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pR_8kmOmxyk

Here's Hagrid again...only now he looks like me and there's dancing and I don't think there's
a moose but it's hard to tell!

Carry Me Away...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kov4nUt0Fwo

This has been my favorite Christmas song for a couple of years now!

Oh, I love this Blues Traveler guy's voice, oh my yes!

...and this video has what looks like Hagrid's back stomping through

the Forbidden Forest getting a tree...but then you realize it's a nice lady with a

big coat and great hair. Oh and it ends with dancing and a Bullwinkle:)

Here's some bunny pics...

Band-aid

"It is by loving, and not by being loved, that one can come nearest the soul of another; yea, that, where two love, it is the loving of each other, that originates and perfects and assures their blessedness. I knew that love gives to him that loveth, power over mny soul be loved, even if that soul know him not, bringing him inwardly close to that spirit; a power that cannot be but for good; for in proportion as selfishness intrudes, the love ceases, and the power which springs therefrom dies.

Yet all love will, one day, meet with its return. "

— George MacDonald (Phantastes)

About 3 months ago, I slammed my thumb in the door. The cool thing is that a few minutes before doing it, I was standing by the door watching my husband leave for work and I started sucking my thumb like I had already hurt it. Very cool.

I'd say I've got about another month to go before it stops looking purple. Sometimes it takes a long time to heal.

I'm glad I've got this band-aid of Love that is always ready to help me heal.

1John 4:7 -
Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God.

Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God.

He's coming to Town :)

Sharing at the Convalescent Home today..'cause Eric's sick :) gotta hurry !

'Tiny tots with their eyes all aglow...'

Anyone know the rest of that line?
Tell story about Eric opening up all the presents one year while his mom slept on the couch...
Anyone here find it hard to sleep at night?

I guess for us it's usually not because we're waiting for a special visit, especially a special visit from Santa but the Bible encourages us to have that same kind of expectation and delight in waiting for the Lord to appear.

(Should I try the 'Silly Virgin' story again????)
Yes, yes I will!
mAT. 25
1 "At that time the Kingdom of heaven will be like this. Once there were ten young women who took their oil lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom. 2 Five of them were foolish, and the other five were wise. 3 The foolish ones took their lamps but did not take any extra oil with them, 4 while the wise ones took containers full of oil for their lamps. 5 The bridegroom was late in coming, so they began to nod and fall asleep. 6 "It was already midnight when the cry rang out, "Here is the bridegroom! Come and meet him!' 7 The ten young women woke up and trimmed their lamps. 8 Then the foolish ones said to the wise ones, "Let us have some of your oil, because our lamps are going out.' 9 "No, indeed,' the wise ones answered, "there is not enough for you and for us. Go to the store and buy some for yourselves.' 10 So the foolish ones went off to buy some oil; and while they were gone, the bridegroom arrived. The five who were ready went in with him to the wedding feast, and the door was closed. 11 "Later the others arrived. "Sir, sir! Let us in!' they cried out. 12 "Certainly not! I don't know you,' the bridegroom answered." 13 And Jesus concluded, "Watch out, then, because you do not know the day or the hour.

These girls were waiting expectantly....
How can we have our lamps lit bright like the 5 wise virgins?
Right... be like a little kid waiting for Santa...
leave out milk and cookies for Him,
write Him letters,
talk about Him
think about Him,
watch for HIM!

Maybe some of you have seen the movie, "ELF"...
There's this cool man who was raised by Santa's elf's and when he hears
that Santa is coming, he just starts whooping and cheering and clapping.
It's like he can't contain himself.
I want to be like that about Jesus coming back, as excited as Buddy the elf.
I want to be as excited as the shepherds and wise men.
I want to be that little kid waiting and watching like the wise virgins who had
plenty of oil for their lamps.

Luke 21:27 And then shall they see the Son of man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. 28 And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh.

(I think I'll wear my elf/Link/ robin hood costume!)

Moon Song

There You are
Speaking to me in the moon and the clouds and the stars. *
Here You are whispering to me in the wind,
telling me that you're my closest friend. **

Because You love me
Just as I am. ***
Because you love me
Just as I am.

My closet is the roof top ****
My ceiling is the sky
I feel your arms around me
with You I don't have to try

Because You love me
just as I am
because You love me
just as I am

Like the moon I'm changing
I'm filled up with your love
Your Spirit works within me *****
My strength comes from above

Because You Love me
make me like You
Because You love
me make me brand new ******

because You Love me
because you love me
because you love me...

*Psalms 19:1-6
1 The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork. 2 Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge.

**John 15:13 Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends. 14 Ye are my friends, if ye do whatsoever I command you. 15 Henceforth I call you not servants; for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth: but I have called you friends

***Rom. 5:8 But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.

****Mat. 6:6 But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.

*****Ephes. 3:16b ..to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man; 17 That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, 18 May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; 19 And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.

******2 Cor. 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!

Duck Dive

Ever watched a surfer 'duck dive' under a big wave? This massive foaming wall of water is pounding towards the frizzy headed guy paddling on his board and it's just about to hit. Then he pushes the nose of his board underwater and the wave just roars on by over his curls. Sometimes if your hair is long enough you can feel the wave pulling your hair back but you're in this safe channel of peace beneath the turmoil. It's amazing to experience and breath taking to watch.
Yesterday, I found out that my breast lump has grown so I've gotta face the wave. It was really bugging me all afternoon and then we went to the surf movie, watched those guys duck diving those enormous waves. You know, I can't surf but I can act like a duck, take a deep breath, and dive.
God is so faithful. He's always there even when there's this confusing mass of water heading for you.
So come on! Let's take a deep breath of the Spirit and act like a duck.

beach towel cape

Well, I guess to some I come across 'like a kid with a beach towel for a cape who thinks she's
Superman.' But that's okay... I know I can fly and I want these kids to find out that they can too.
So if that means saying "yes" to the Spirit's musings and being misunderstood by some for a time, as long as the lightening flashes and a few see it and grow in Love and learn to let Him speak to their lives, that's cool.
When you get told by one person, 'You make no sense,' it sucks. But then you just scarcely turn around and another tells you how glad her son is that he bothered to wake up early on a Sunday, that I really inspired him...then well I'll take all the 'you make no sense' comments available.

Like my friend, Breeze reminded me; my whole point was not to spell it out. I want them to find out for themselves, to seek, to search, to ask, and to listen.
So let's get out those towels and fly around the room again.

silly rabbi

Okay, that was totally fun. I love teaching those teens. And there was a ton of them today because so many college students were home for break. The parable about the ten virgins led to me saying 'don't be a silly virgin' which led to me saying, 'Tricks are for kids' which I quickly down-played by heading straight to a joke I learned in my youth.

There was once a city of Trids. The Trids were sad because everyday a giant would come and kick them!

Oneday a wise Rabbi came to town. The Trids explained their problem to him and he promised to try to help.

When the giant came and started kicking the Trids, the Rabbi asked him, "Why are you kicking only the Trids? Why don't you kick me??"

And the giant answered..." Silly Rabbi, kicks are for Trids!"

I am so thankful that I have that joke stuck in my redhead forever and ever, vaed! Don't forget to watch for meteors tonight. Blessings.

Holy Oil

Saw 12 meteors this morning and thought and prayed about my teaching today...
Wish I could just mind meld with the youth...just let them see what I'm trying to communicate along with all the reason and feeling and history and love and faith and hope behind it. But I can't and it's probably a good thing 'cause then they'd also get all the yuckiness that's in my head too. The motives that I have but I don't want and maybe I'm not even really aware of yet.
But you know what...?
That's what the Holy Spirit is all about ...communicating all that good stuff that I can't . Here I am asking them to be Oily Sheep and I'm trying to be the Oil.
Holy Spirit ,
I trust You. I dance in You. I give You full reign this morning. My plans are for You to get all over and into these kids however You desire. In the worship music, in the Word, in your Presence, oh may You reign.
and thanks for all the cool meteors...Tons of Love, Back at cha! Cindy red.

Oily Sheep

Notes for teaching tomorrow..

Imagine if there was a pill you could take and all the tough things in your life would just be gone.
I woke up from a dream with that thought in my head this morning. In my dream, the pill was huge, like a horse pill and very dull looking and kind of mushy.
I decided against it.
The guy offering it kind of looked like a car salesman with a horsey smile and plastic features. I bet you wouldn't take it either. I bet George Washington or Judah Maccabeus wouldn't either. You all know who G. W is and probably most of you have heard me teach about the Maccabees before.
The thing that's really cool to me is that they both fought for the freedom of their country and that Washington lived about 200 years before our time and Judah Mac. lived about 200 years before Jesus' time. They both succeeded with God's help and a tiny band of rebels
to defeat the Empire! Yup, now I'm thinking of Luke Skywalker.
Without their tough times and their victories, we wouldn't have the US or Judaism, Hanukkah or Christmas..(or wookies dancing with those little creatures from Endor.)

Let's turn to John 10 and check out how Jesus celebrated Hanukkah one year.
Feast of 'Dedication' in hebrew that's Hanukkah.
It's called that because the temple was a mess. The evil empire had desecrated the most holy sacred place for Jews. The perpetually burning menorah was out and pigs had been sacrificed on the altar, the Emperor had set up worship of himself instead of for God.
John 10
22 Then came the Feast of Dedication at Jerusalem. It was winter, 23 and Jesus was in the temple area walking in Solomon's Colonnade.

As Jesus walked along, he was probably thinking about the courage of the Macabee brothers and their father, Matthias in rebelling against the Emperor and fighting against the Empire's trained soldiers. A Great Miracle happened There'Nes Gadol Hiya Sham' in Hebrew and then another miracle happened when the perpetual menorah lamp was lit. There was only enough holy oil for 1 day but it stayed lit for 8; the time it would take to produce more Holy Oil! I'm sure Jesus was thinking of these things, chilling with the Father and just having a Happy Hanukkah. Then in comes trouble ...

24 The Jews gathered around him, saying, "How long will you keep us in suspense? If you are the Christ, tell us plainly."
The religious leader of the day came in and started questioning him.
Are you the Messiah, the Anointed One, the King?If so tell us plainly.
Welpers, Jesus answered them in the spirit of Hanukkah
and referred to the miracles (He called them good works or mitzvoth) He had done.

25 Jesus answered, "I did tell you, but you do not believe. The miracles I do in my Father's name speak for me,
Now the thing that really blows my mind is that they don't deny that Jesus did miracles,.. check out verse 33...
we aren't stoning you because of the miracles you do but because of what you say.
Jesus claimed to be the Messiah, the King, One with the Father or as they put it 'you a mere man, claim to be God."

33 "We are not stoning you for any of these(miracles)," replied the Jews, "but for blasphemy, because you, a mere man, claim to be God."
Miracles, magic trouble relieving pills, do not convince people to believe God. Those religious guys, knew Jesus had power to heal and raise from the dead and multiply fish and loaves but these things don't convince people to follow God.
The most amazing miracles is in verse 28...
28 I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one can snatch them out of my hand.

He gives his sheep eternal life and no matter what ;we are safe in His hand. No matter what!then the other super amazing miracle is in verse 30 where He says I and the Father are One.

30 I and the Father are one."

Jesus never said the words, "I am God" for a very good reason...He didn't want us worshiping three different Gods.
God is One. Get that? Not three God's, one God. That's why it's so cool here that He says, I and the Father are One. It's absolutely brilliant, but what did I expect from God :)
Anyways, so miracles and magic pills don't make us His sheep... and that really is the goal of our lives here...to be His sheep.
You might think it's to be successful or to do good or help people but the real goal;
the real reason we have life at all ;is to be His sheep.
In verse 27, we see what that means to be His sheep...
listen to His voice and follow Him..

27 My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me.

and the test to see if you are His sheep is simple too.
'I know them...'does He know you?
Do you listen to his voice and follow him?
Even a bunny can do it, (you knew I had to mention bunny!) She watches my every move and I see her watching me, twitching her little nose and I give her some petting or play with her or give her some nibbles.
Are you watching for Him? Here's an example..a parable of Jesus'..
Mat. 25:1 "God's kingdom is like ten young virgins who took oil lamps and went out to greet the bridegroom. 2 Five were silly and five were smart. 3 The silly virgins took lamps, but no extra oil. 4 The smart virgins took jars of oil to feed their lamps. 5 The bridegroom didn't show up when they expected him, and they all fell asleep. 6 "In the middle of the night someone yelled out, 'He's here! The bridegroom's here! Go out and greet him!' 7 "The ten virgins got up and got their lamps ready. 8 The silly virgins said to the smart ones, 'Our lamps are going out; lend us some of your oil.' 9 "They answered, 'There might not be enough to go around; go buy your own.' 10 "They did, but while they were out buying oil, the bridegroom arrived. When everyone who was there to greet him had gone into the wedding feast, the door was locked. 11 "Much later, the other virgins, the silly ones, showed up and knocked on the door, saying, 'Master, we're here. Let us in.' 12 "He answered, 'Do I know you? I don't think I know you.' 13 "So stay alert. You have no idea when he might arrive.

You know what?? that's so like H.
They needed their lamps to shine... they needed Holy oil and
oil is a symbol of the Holy spirit and you know where they got it from?
Same place it came from in the day of Judah M...from God!
Watch for Him, be ready to respond to Him...How? read this thing(Bible),
hide it in your heart and mind and soul and spirit.
Get alone with Him and listen... spend time praying, with others and studying this with them.
Let Him fill up your lamps with Holy Oil. Then He will know you and you will be
His sheep, the sheep of His hands.

Is. 40:11 He tends his flock like a shepherd: He gathers the lambs in his arms and carries them close to his heart; he gently leads those that have young.
Let's end with verse 14 and 15 from the same chapter.
John 10:14 "I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me-- 15 just as the Father knows me and I know the Father--and I lay down my life for the sheep.
Jesus laid down His life so that we can know the Father.

If you don't have one of these you can actually carry around and read ask for one for Christmas or Hannukah or ask Jamie and he'll give you one. Be the bunny, you're God's favorite, be an oily sheep.
If you don't know what I mean by 'Oily Sheep' go read Ps. 23 until you do.
Also read all of John 10, it is awesome for sheep...and answers so many tough questions, we all ask.

Gemini Rising

Oh Happy Sunday!

I get to teach the youth about Hanukkah...

and if that's not fun enough, it's like the

best meteor shower of the year.

Only problem is that once the moon rises at about 7:00pm

it'll be difficult to see many of the beauties.

So we just gotta watch for those shooting stars between

6:00 and 7:00.

Gemini will rise in the east and the twins will bring with them

the bits of dust that light up the night.

Then that big daddy moon will rise and shine speaking of truths

both old and new.

Oh my heart will rejoice as great miracles happen all about us and in us

and with us and through us.

deer and bunny

Pslam 84

Psalms 84:1-7 1 How lovely is your dwelling place, O Lord Almighty! 2 My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God. 3 Even the sparrow has found a home, and the swallow a nest for herself, where she may have her young-- a place near your altar, O Lord Almighty, my King and my God.

Psalms 42:1-5
1 As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God. 2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God?

I need to find your altar today...a beach walk, at a stop light, in my heart.

Happy Birthday George MacDonald!

"Now Phantastes ... had about it a sort of cool, morning innocence ... What it actually did to me was to convert, even to baptise ... my imagination." C. S. Lewis

When I read what C S Lewis said about George MacDonald, I had to try him out for myself. Immediately, my goal for that year of reading all I could of Lewis was vanquished.
I'd found my mentor, my soul-echo, and without the smell of a pub. I still love that Irishman who led me to MacDonald but Lewis is such a manly man. He's such a guy's guy. He couldn't begin to speak to my heart from the tavern bench or his academic desk the way my Scotsman sang from the moors. 'Baptise', immerse, set free indeed. George MacDonald allowed me to believe that God and His world are as wonderful and lovely as I'd hoped in my deepest desires.
He has taught me to think and notice; love and trust.

From Diary of an Old Soul by George MacDonald
Dec. 11 ....then shall I live such an essential life
That a mere flower will then to me unfold
More bliss than now grandest orchestral strife-
By love made and obedience humble-bold.
I shall straight through its window God behold;
God, I shall feed on thee, thy creature blest
With very being-work at one with sweetest rest.

Happy Birthday, George, soul-echo!

hannukah is coming!

Hannukah is almost here and I love God so much. He had so much fun today reminding me to edit my chapter on Hannukah. I all could think about lately when it comes to blogging is George MacDonald's birthday but not today. Micah asked for Hannukah CD's to give to his girlfriend's mom. One of my gal pals brought over a present and it's a super neat Menorah window light! Then a kid at youth group's mom made me a Hannukah handtowel. It's so fun to be blessed.

Saw eight (I think it was eight:) meteors this morning and that's definately a reminder of this Feast of Lights and Miracles. Anyways, miracles and light are constantly surrounding us, connecting us, and filling us with His Presence. Watch for 'em!

an E-mail conversation

Tons of Love, Cindy

May your 'tons' always weigh heavy upon me to squeeze out the earthy bits that are sprinkled through my soul:) -yj

Hi yj,

I used to sign letters, 'In His Love' but switched when someone pointed out that, 'love, (it's all His)!'

Thinking about your reply on the roof this AM. Wow! His Love is like this wonderful
weight; like a great heavy blanket or sheepskin wrapping us up and
pressing out 'the bits' that don't belong!
There's so much joy in the pressure.
2 Cor. 5:14 For the Messiah's love has hold of us...
Luke 13:34 Yerushalayim!..How often I wanted to gather your children,
just as a hen gathers her chickens under her wings...(quote from Jesus.)

from The Complete Jewish Bible

Can't you just picture Him with a big feather cape like the Indians use?
Wouldn't it feel great wrapped up under His arms?

I researched it and those capes represent power or royality and the Great Spirit.
Awesome! Sounds like Messiah, Jesus to me!

Here's a pic of bunny all wrapped up... Tons of Love, Cindy

a facebook conversation

Cindy wrote...
hi H!
6:57pm H wrote
hayyy
have you had to deal with death?
8:46pmCindy
no I haven't
loss and pain yes,,, but not death
8:46pmH
do you know what the bible says?
8:46pmCindy
about death?
8:48pmH
people around you
dieing
8:48pmCindy
The thing I always think of is that...God loves the person who died more than we do and so we can totally trust Him with them
8:50pmH
but how should i deal with pain
8:51pmCindy
that involves trust too. Just have to keep on giving it to Him. Keep on saying "I don't understand but I trust You"
8:53pmH
what if you dont tho...
im so scared
8:54pmCindy
then ask Him for that trust, that faith to see Him as He really is...totally in control
and I will pray for you and go to sleep praying for you tonite
8:55pmCindy
and listen to the song. ' blessed be the name'
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mZH9T9XNVU
8:56pmH
i always sing it and i dont remember the words....
hahah
wow
8:58pmCindy
He gives and takes away, my heart will choose to say , "blessed be the name"
8:58pmH
yea that parts about to come up
8:59pmCindy
He will use these hard things for good in your life and in others' lives too
8:59pmH
i just dont see good...
9:01pmCindy
Oh yup, it's gonna be a while maybe you'll never get to see the good until you go to heaven but there is good ...He's promised
Romans 8 talks about it
9:02pmH
awesome thats what i needed
brb
wait what part
9:03pmCindy
It also talks about how to pray when its too hard to pray...
rom. 8:26-28
9:04pmH
it seems i fell off because if it tho...
9:06pmCindy
that's why you can pray with the Spirit, words unutterable
9:06pmH
whats the last word meen?
9:06pmCindy
not words but groans
9:07pmH
huh?
9:07pmCindy
it's like music of your heart
9:07pmH
aww
9:07pmCindy
you don't know what to say so the spirit takes over
9:08pmH
how do you personaly pray
9:10pmCindy
I pray lots. On the roof in the morning singing with the stars and while I'm in bed for family and friends and I listen when I need too like right now
9:11pmCindy
and I thank pray all the time for lots of little things
9:11pmH
i wish i was that into god
9:12pmCindy
ask Him
9:12pmH
i get scared
9:12pmCindy
of what?
9:13pmCindy
He looks at you and He sees His sons blood covering you and making you pleasing to Him
He loves you
turn off the ipod, tv or whatever and spend time with Him. He loves you
9:15pmH
i get scared cause i cant show him i love him as much as he can
9:16pmCindy
yUP AND you will fail Him a bunch ..I know I do
9:17pmCindy
but I trust that He is using everything in my life to shape me and others for eternity
9:18pmH
you really help
9:18pmCindy
just go say 'hi, i love you' and wait for what He tells you or what comes next in your gut. He's waiting
9:19pmH
have you heard the song all i need is you
9:20pmCindy
Maybe, but God did say it's not good that a man be alone... we do need each other too!
9:20pmH
yea
http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DMV63_Vmf-74%26NR%3D1
9:21pmCindy
okay so let's go pray and I'll listen to that song!
9:22pmH
ok well im goin to take your advice
and get off line