Okay, so I'm convinced that unlike Posh-spice, PASH will just keep on growing. Those two words make me cry...'wide excision.' I know I should be braver and not so vain but I'm not. I like my nice, little breast that lives right over my heart and I don't want it to be widely excised.
I was thinking about 'duck diving' and 'Max facing the Wild Things' this morning on the roof but I am still crying. Watching the moon set helped. It's so big when it's right next to the horizon. When looked at in relation to the trees and buildings, it looks huge. But an hour before with a background of stars, she was small and lovely. My PASH is the same. When I look at it from the eternal background of my Father's beautiful will, it's small and I can trust Him to use this for good in my life.
I'm still crying but that's okay, He's got me.
Here's a quote from my other blog that I found this morning:
'And my goal is to get less of me and more and more of Him. But I'm still His little poem, not Him. I like being His little song that He's working on and added a riff here and there, taking out a chord that doesn't work. He can use me too. Oh, gotta go dance:)'
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Pseudoangiomatous stromal hyperplasia
Pseudoangiomatous stromal hyperplasia or PASH for short, but I'm calling it POSH...
(I like the Spice girls.)
What is it? a rare harmless type of breast tumor that I got!
Yeah, thanks for praying and caring and blessing me so much my friends.
Isaiah 38
13 I waited patiently till dawn, .....
I looked to the heavens.
I am troubled; O Lord, come to my aid!"
15 But what can I say? He has spoken to me, and He himself has done this.
I will walk humbly all my years because of this.....
16 Lord, by such things men live; and my spirit finds life in them too.
You restored me to health and let me live.
17 Surely it was for my benefit......
In your love you kept me .....
you have put all my sins behind your back. ......
20 The Lord will save me,
and we will sing with stringed instruments
all the days of our lives in the temple of the Lord.
Ziggy Zig Ahhh :)
(I like the Spice girls.)
What is it? a rare harmless type of breast tumor that I got!
Yeah, thanks for praying and caring and blessing me so much my friends.
Isaiah 38
13 I waited patiently till dawn, .....
I looked to the heavens.
I am troubled; O Lord, come to my aid!"
15 But what can I say? He has spoken to me, and He himself has done this.
I will walk humbly all my years because of this.....
16 Lord, by such things men live; and my spirit finds life in them too.
You restored me to health and let me live.
17 Surely it was for my benefit......
In your love you kept me .....
you have put all my sins behind your back. ......
20 The Lord will save me,
and we will sing with stringed instruments
all the days of our lives in the temple of the Lord.
Ziggy Zig Ahhh :)
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